I thought that this broken mind of mine was a long term side effect from some past prescription. Those nasty pills may have brought my sadness to the surface, but life is deep. When I dive in with eyes wide open allowing myself to see the whole past I see the darkness haunting me for as long as I can remember. Maybe it started sixteen days after my second birthday. The day I lost the title of Big Sister. The day I became an only child once again. Maybe it came on any other day. I don't know.
One thing I do know as I sift and search the depths is that in all of my muck I am able to see God's clear Grace. It is beautiful.
The LORD is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
~ Psalm 34:18
761. My Creator always near by.
762. The Maker of the heavens and the earth insanely in love with my broken soul.
763. Crystal clear Grace.