And then night comes. As I crawl into bed tired and weary from my day I long to close my eyes and rest, but I know rest will not come easy. During the day I am able to hold Saddness at bay, but as night falls and my gaurd begins to come down Saddness takes it's stand. While my body begs to rest Saddness runs savagely through my mind that is exhaustly fighting for it's freedom and sleep. Second by second, minute by minute, some nights hour by hour I have to fight the lies that Saddness uses to hijack my emotions. This is hard, but as my boys now have memorized, "I can do all things through Christ."
But as for me, my prayer is to You, O LORD, at an acceptable time; O God, in the greatness of Your lovingkindness, answer me with Your saving truth.
~ Psalm 69:13
1114. Saving truth.
1116. Warm tea.