Are not all season good?
Here is how I came to a season of small...
|All pictures are of the Andrassy Castle in my Hungarian home town.|
I once had this dream. I would be a missionary. Since I loved to organize that would be my job. First I would start small organizing work assignments for others and then organizing whole departments and then going all over the world from one campus to the next organizing. I wanted big. What little I tasted of this dream it was good, so very good.
|Welcome to the Castle Foyer.|
My last two years in Hungary I began having another dream. This dream was much, much smaller. It went something like this: I dreamed I would move back to Maine somehow buy a big old house. Actually I had my eye on a big old victorian style house where I could have broken people who needed a place of spiritual rest and healing come live life with me. It was small. If it ever happened I knew it would be good. But big was what I wanted. I had already tasted it, being totally and fully energized by the work I did. I knew big was for me. I knew God had made me to do big things. It was going to be good.
Little did I know God would take all my finances away sending me back to Maine. In turn leading me to a man who had the same small dream I had allowing us, to together, begin following this dream.
|Dear, dear friends that words can not describe my love for each of these people.|
Recently I had the chance to step back into my big dream life doing the same work I had done in the past. Let me tell you it was good. It was energizing and refreshing. When you're surrounded by people who dream big how can you not be energized. As much as I thrived off of it I learned big is not for me. I want small. I want the details of life. I want to intimate relationships with people who are fighting to live a normal life dealing with the daily junk that is handed to them. I want to be with the abused, and broken. I want to serve the poor. I want to help grow those who have just been introduced to my bestie, Jesus. I want small. I want daily. I know it is good.
Above all, keep fervent in your love for one another, because love covers a multitude of sins. Be hospitable to one another without complaint. As each one has received a special gift, employ it in serving one another as good stewards of the manifold grace of God. Whoever speaks, is to do so as one who is speaking the utterances of God; whoever serves is to do so as one who is serving by the strength which God supplies; so that in all things God may be glorified through Jesus Christ, to whom belongs the glory and the dominion forever and ever. Amen.
~ 1 Peter 4:8-11