Tuesday, I quickly answered the phone rushing into the pediatric's office for routine maintance, to find after many weeks of waiting the psychiatrist can see me. She can see me in 4 hours, will I be able to make it? Yes of course, I've lost much while I've waited. Whatever it takes to heal this brokenness of mine. I leave her office encouraged, feeling as though I might get somewhere in all of this.
The research and "homework" she asks of me only brings life into question. My perseption of the past and the direction the future could hold. All of it overwhelming. Today, it's just one of those days. In many ways I feel as though I'm back to only knowing the simple truths of God. This is what I cling to today,"...The Lord is our God, the Lord is one."