About a week ago sleep began to evade me. I increased my sleeping meds, but still sleep is hard to find. Next I noticed that I could only handle so much of my family in one day. I'm finding I need more time alone in order to keep on keepin' on. I'm working hard to find my rest during nap time, to find a balance. Lastly as I pass by cars while I'm driving I've begun again to imagine that the car might hit ours and what would happen if I lost my family and such things. I don't go looking for these thoughts and I don't dwell on them, but they come before the darkness begins.
I'm learning these are signs of change. I'm not sure yet if they are simply a warning or the start of a great fall. Time will tell. Most of all I'm learning.
Praise the LORD! Oh give thanks to the LORD, for He is good; for His lovingkindness is everlasting.
~ Psalm 106:1
2149. The Psalms
Praying for you today, friend.
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